i accidentally deleted the strange mail quest while trying to clear some room at finish it. i was on x-301 and i checked off a quest to abandon but didnt click on it. so the strange mail quest was still highlighted and it was abandoned. i went back to the mail carrier in rohendel but nothing is showing up. all the quests leading up to my 2nd awakening are not in my quest journal. how do i fix this
Did you finished it on another character in the mean time?
i didnt. this is on my main.
you can try and see if there is an quest labeled [Journey] in your quest journal. Because that is what the quest for 2nd awakening is. That is all I can think of.
there are no quests that say journey on them. i thought at least the parts that i did complete would show up but they didnt.
Might have to see if you can find a source online with each step listed and literally just figure out what step you dropped it on 
Maybe someone knows a better way though.
i know what step i dropped it on. its on that x301 island. i went to get the access card to get into the secret factory when i abandoned the quest. since that access card is a yellow quest its still in my journal but the purple quest for second awakening is gone