Second Awakening, luterra quest not showing up

So I started the quest and went to shushire,arthetine,berna blabla, and in the Luterra when you talk to the guard I finish my missison and the particles that are from the awakening quest dissapear and I can’t seem to find what to do next… I know I have to go to shadow island but there is no quest there and it doesn’t show up with J either I tried to go to all the island to continue my second awakening quest but it just won’t appear… and don’t tell me to look with the j cause I did that like 10000 times